Sunday, November 14, 2010

Hit me with your best shot

So I've received round 2 of chemo and now I'm recovering (so not quite done with the round yet from my perspective).  I've been feeling pretty blah and sluggish, but if I take a step back and look at it in perspective, I'm doing okay.  I'm definitely still not with it, but I'm not hugging the toilet either. 

The weather has been beautiful this weekend, but I've mostly been inside laying on the couch.  Yesterday Ben reorganized our big hall closet and cleaned the apartment for me, which was incredible and made my day.  Its amazing how happy vacuuming can make a person.  Today I made him go outside, enjoy the weather and play some paintball and I am hanging out at my parents house, getting waited on hand and foot.  So all in all, even though I don't feel like normal, it could be worse. 

Even though I've been dealing with the reality of breast cancer for a little while now, I still have these moments of disbelief.  Its a very strange thing to be going through at any age, but sometimes it just seems so unreal.  I'm still holding on to the hope that when I get done with all of this, I will be a much stronger person, able to deftly handle anything life throws at me.  Here's hoping....

1 comment:

  1. sounds like a great time to use that cleaning coupon!! :)